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hari nie i rase tersentuh sgttt..sebab my friends kehilangan ibu die..sedey sgtt!!!we've meet before once last year..mase tue auntie sehat jek..n suddenly aritue i tgk status facebook Aidil ckp mum Intan masuk spital..i confuse..Intan mane kan??as i know Aidil nie rmi gurl friends kn..huhu.. :P i tot if mum Mizi mst die ckp mum Mizi n Intan..tbe2 Mr. Z ckp mum Mizi n Intan masuk hosp..pendarahan otak..teruk..i trus terkedu.. :( trase truk sgttt..

so, smlm Mr. Z g HUKL tgk auntie..die ckp teruk..harinie maybe kene operate..4th operation..die cakap auntie mate bukak tp xpat ckp pape n mcm nak nanges..n Mr Z also mcm nak nanges *Mr. Z sgtttt cpt touching tao..i adore him* i cakap hafal la jln..this week i nak ajak die g tgk auntie n he agreed..suddenly pg td i terjage dlm kol 3 lebey nak ke 4..sbb??msg banyak masuk..ade 2 msg n 2 miscall..auntie dah kembali padaNya kol 1 lebey pagi..Innalillah..n Mr. Z xpt tido smpi la ke pg sbb die teringat2 sgtt..i kesian dgn my Mr. Z..die mcm sedey sgttt..care die reply msg sme mcm mse die gtao bby akak dah xde..hati Mr. Z lembut..cian die..so i pon layanla die sampai die terlelap dlm kol 430 pagi..

pagi td i ask him either die nak balik tgk @ x??if die balik, i would like to come along..as to pay respect and support Intan n Mizi..mule2 die ckp xsure..but when i call him, still his voice mcm teruk sgttt..n i said its better for him to be together with Mizi..so i amek half day and we got back to Seremban ngn akak also..

sampai Seremban smptla Mr. Z semayangkan jenazah sume..i nampak Mizi sgttttt xbermaye..still xnmpak Intan lagi..mase kat kubur..i hug Intan n i cant hold my tears..rase sedey sgtt..macam tibe2..angin xde..tibe2 auntie pergi..n suddenly i rase insaf sgtttt..n i smpt fkir if i were at her place..canela myself kn??i mmgla kuat gaduh n very protective..tp i rase if i were at their place, i xley handle..Intan still kuat dari Mizi eventho Mizi is the brother..we stayed there smpi org tarik Intan n Mizi balik..i turut menitiskan air mate bile dengar Intan jawab "kejapla" mase org ajak die balik..they didnt want to go back..Mr Z diam dok xberkate2 n he also cried..i xtao nak watpe..i nak comfortkan die tp its not proper kot as we olls kat cemetery kn..(nak comfort org..tp me myself pon nanges xhengat)..i bukan ape..dahla diorg 2 adik beraik..so i mcm nampak me n my adek jek..tp i rase Mizi paling terjejas.. :(

ondaway balik tue..i smpt singgah kubur my arwah atuk n nenek..i sgttttt rapat ngn my atok..i rindukan die.. :( sggtttttt..rindu i pd die xpnh surut..i sntiase nampak bayangan die dimane2 walaupon dah 12 taon die pergi..

malam nie ade kenduri tahlil..tp i xp..maybe esk i p wakilkan Mr Z as hes going back to S.alam dah..

kmi semua mendoakan semoge rohnye ditempatkan di tempat orang2 yang beriman..amin...

bersyukurla kite di atas apa yg kite ade..hargailah ibu bapa kita selagi kita masih ade mereka..lindungilah mereka..sayangilah mereka..

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